6:11 p.m. [2002-10-17]

So confused...two things are pulling me apart and I don't know which is right and wrong. This afternoon I went to see a play called 'The Laramie Project' written about the story of how a gay boy (Matthew Shep[p?]ard)was brutally beaten by two other boys. I understand that a great deal of STDs have been passed through the gay population, that it offends others. But that's their choice. I nearly started crying when the protestor walked onstage with a sign that said 'God Hates Fags.' It reminded me of the site I saw. I used to pray to humanity. Damn me.

OTHER OCCURENCES:
:Blinky is getting fatter and smoochier
:I wrote a letter to the WIU pres regarding the unfair fine
:Got the James Bond marching set well
:Ate sour cream and onion Pringles and enjoyed them
:Pulled my guitar amp as far as it would go and played an E chord...heheehe...it's 30 watts but kicks out the jams

My dad told me today about myself:

CCF........Doesn't drink..........doesn't do drugs........no casual sex..........polite.......m(y) perfect child.........and she's onto banger music........:-)

Haha...long live Thrice