11:02 p.m. [2003-02-24]

"You know when you wake up, when you remember a dream so clearly, and actually feel it slipping away as each moment passes?"

The quote was something like that. I think dreams are really important to life in some way or another. I'm not about to attempt to figure what things mean, because...I think those symbols are generally obvious or completely irrevelant.

So, I got this pain in my stomach like a stab. Some piercing blade. This is the second time it's happened to me, this time in the store downstairs. When it hit me, I felt like dropping to my knees and falling asleep. Not caring what anyone would think. And, believe me, I was really really close to doing that.

I was really bored today, so I browsed some personal ads around Yahoo! and such. Yahoo!, I can say, really doesn't help for anything. Neither do any other sites. ecrush.com was kind of fun once, but in a few months asked for money. It was fun while it lasted.

And tomorrow I find out how I did on my sociology test :) whohoo! Today I officially declared my minor to be philosophy...hopefully I'll get that to be a double minor with journalism. I have no bloody clue what I want to be. I just know I love journalism and philosophy.