12:04 a.m. [2003-02-22]

Oh...big news to me...I IMed a guy that I liked last semster. We went out on a few 'dates' like to movies. I really did like him...and I thought he knew that. But one day he IMs me about how he met some girl in the bowling alley back home. He likes her a lot. So, things died there for me. It hurts...he didn't even realize I liked him. Which doesn't make sense...because dates=? I don't know.

So, now I'm going through this sort of anguish because I really, really, really want to find someone...this is frustrating